The
Last Book Review
John
21:25
And
there are also many other things which Jesus did, the which, if they should be
written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the
books that should be written.
There
was a time when I wrote copiously. I began just after 9/14/2001 and the writing
didn’t cease until about 2012. I wrote enough material by myself to
self-publish 11 books. Another three were co-authored with my wife. I blogged
on one site about 1,500 entries which had over 100,000 hits. The reason I am
conveying this here is to give you an idea that I know about book reviews. It
is not to pimp my work.
I
wrote. I wrote, let my wife edit the work, and simply walked away. Some folks
liked the writing, others, I guess not. I had one Yale English professor tell
me I needed to review one of the books I wrote and condense it for word count
by 50%.
Two
of the books were pieces that followed current events around 2009-2010. They
spoke to the reality of things as they truly were during the time. If I were to
rewrite one of the pieces I’d amend only two bits of the work as I misjudged
character qualities of two folks I mentioned.
As I
watched the world spiraling into chaos, I needed to find a subject that made
sense. Through the writing cycle I met a man of God. Pastor Paol is a Jamaican
born American. As my partner and I wrote a co-authored auto-biography, he had
written a testimony, “I Have Seen the Living God”. Our title was “Convoking
Hell”. The old saying ‘opposites attract’ was made for this friendship and
brotherhood.
At
our first meeting, he got around to inquiring of my intentions with Tracy who
at the time was as indicated, my partner. Now we are married. It was an abrupt
question to be sure. Knowing he claimed to be a man of God who had written a
personal testimony, I gave him a respectable honest answer which for the time
quieted his curiosity. I simply said, this woman humbles me.
Around
the same time we made introductions, Tracy had kept watching a Sunday morning
program called “Give me an Answer”. Two or three times I told her to change the
channel as I didn’t want to hear some holy roller on a Sunday morning. She did
until I gave up telling her to change the channel. Then one morning while
trying to ignore the broadcast I heard this skinny guy Cliff totally shred this
college kid that seemingly knew nothing about formulating a question. It was like a wait a minute moment. After a
couple of weeks of intense watching the same guy Tracy mentioned we could go to
his church. I said, yes.
It is
important here to realize that when our relationship began, Tracy had asked me
what my plans were for a Christmas Eve that we were speaking to each other via
phone call. She had indicated that she might go ahead and attend a Christmas
Eve Mass. I had told her I’d be lucky to avoid jail, or the emergency room.
Furthermore, she’d never catch me dead in any church. I hated religion and all
the hypocrisy that goes with it. I still do.
Long and short of it comes
down to a personal testimony of my own.
During the time of my
writing it can be said that opportunities for work in the service business
industries weren’t available. The TARP bailouts had crushed the economy. At the
same time, I also suffered a back injury that left me pretty much useless. I
had a surgery which enabled me to walk, but the rehabilitation didn’t allow me
to go back to steady work. I overmedicated myself trying to kill the physical
pain as well as the guilt associated to many bad decisions I made earlier on in
life. And even after writing of things I knew to be true, which if ever were
seriously read by anyone of influence willing to take a chance, my financial
luck might just change. Thankfully it did not. I was quite literally broken on
the Rock of Christ.
In 2013, we decided to
move to NC. We had been living in CT. And we had been pressing into God’s word
seriously since 2010 when we were married on September 4th by none
other than Pastor Paol.
Before that time Tracy
had been the bread winner of the household. The tables turned. Some amazing
things had changed. I was able to work regularly and well over 40 hours. It was
her turn to write and study while I went out and met our provision from the
Lord. Mind you, doctors responsible for my health had instructed me to file for
disability due to my back condition. The prognosis was determined on several
MRI’s indicating I had an extraordinary amount of bone spurs in my lumbar
sacral area of the back. Today I’m 54 years old and on average I work 60 hours
a week. My answer is that I received a miraculous healing.
Now in regards to the
title of this piece. Let us delve into it.
I have already stated
that I have written books. Five genres. My greatest work is five books of
fiction. They are all in the Hard Justice Series. Violation, Peregrination,
Expurgation, Final Destination and Terminus. The total page count of all these
books is around 960. The writing is very dark and brutal, some of it
pornographic. But it is clean writing that doesn’t give physical descriptions
of characters. The descriptions of the characters come only from their actions.
I wrote it as such for purposes of it being made a movie. Easier for the
director in actor selection. Race of any of them wouldn’t have mattered.
As a fiction I am told it
is very believable. For a movie production the screen play would not need any
continuity checks. So here is the thing, I know how difficult it is to write a
story that is believable.
If you read the Bible
accepting it as literal, it would be difficult for any author, if not
impossible to write such a work. From the beginning to the end, the intricacy
of the stories in the Bible connect almost impossibly.
Prophesy happening time
and again with historical substantiation as it has, makes the Bible a
numerological anomaly for certitude. If many prophesies have already happened
why wouldn’t the ones yet unfulfilled not happen?
Considering what the
prophesy of Jesus says in the Book of Revelation, at His coming all things,
elements of this earth will be consumed and melt away in fervent heat.
Everything in this world will be laid to waste.
Jeremiah 4:23-27 gives a
pretty good visual.
People will have one of
two choices to pick. Light with the Lord in eternity, or death and hell with
the wicked.
As I said, I hate
religion of men. What I put my whole life value on now is a relationship with
the Lord. How do I do that? I read God’s word. I make his commandments my
focus. I realize what He did for me and all mankind in paying our debt for
being sinners and not good or nice people is worth all of my effort. Every day
I ask for the Spirit of God to lead me to what Jesus taught said and did. His
mercy and grace are working on sanctifying me. Sometimes I get down on myself
for what I perceive as failures. But after time most of what I consider failure
is just God’s way of perfecting me. The stories in the Bible are timeless and
help show these hard-known truths. And for learning them, I can always point to
Jesus as my honest teacher loving me unconditionally.
In becoming a worthy
workman rightly dividing God’s word, my life has done a 180 degree turn around
for the better.
I
would love to have more five-star book reviews for my writing. It would be a
well-received relief from the work I currently do. It doesn’t matter though. My
comments for the Bible are simple. For every problem man knows, there is a
solution in the writing of God’s word,
The
Truth
Is
the Last Book review that will ever be written.
Amen.